109 Days To Go!

In 109 days from today I will be married to the man of my dreams. It seems so far away but I know it will be here before I even realize it. It's exciting to me to think about being married.

I will always have somebody to talk to when I am going to sleep at night. There will always be somebody to talk to in the morning while I am making coffee or packing my lunch. I will always have somebody to make sure I am okay. I have somebody to make life decisions with. I have somebody to push me closer to God. I have somebody I want to be the father of my kids. I have somebody that I do not feel the need to run away from. I have somebody that I want to share everything with (and probably share too much). I have somebody that will let me be sad and comfort me and then at the same time I have somebody that always makes me smile or laugh when I am sad. I will ALWAYS have a +1 to any event in the future. I realize all of those things are about me but I consider this my selfish blog post!

Life seems to always work out differently from what I plan. This time last year I was planning to go to nursing school and was not worried about getting married or being a wife. In fact, I wanted to have a baby more than I wanted to get married. Now I have realized I would be the worst nurse EVER and I do not want a baby at all right now. I really just want to be married to Josh.

So in 109 days, that is exactly what will happen. I will become Mrs. Emily Alden Fox!